Ivan Niebla

I know I was never a very expressive person but I  loved u a lot and I still do.  I still remember when I got married for the first time in 1990 and u where a little (bola de humo).  At my wedding all you would see was you running around with your brothers driving everyone crazy.  I've looked at my wedding video and I still can't believe your gone.  Since the day of your passing all I ask myself why you?  You where such a good person you where always laughing and making everybody else laugh.  From all of our cousins you where the most loving one.  My son Damiani which you use to call him (buddy) misses you so much.  He comforts himself by knowing he was one of the last persons that spoke to you for the last time.  We've all had such a hard time coping with your death.  My parents miss you so much.  Sometimes I think to myself that the only reason your not with us is because your dad needed you in heaven.  We all know how much you where suffering from your dads passing last year but you never let us see you down because you had such a great spirit.  I know for sure where ever you are your making everybody laugh.  Me Vanessa,Damiani,Joel and Nicole(your cuzis) will always love you, miss you and never forget you.

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO START. i REALLY NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO MEET YOU. BUT i WAS ABLE TO MEET YOUR OTHER HALF. YOUR BROTHERS. WHEN i WOULD SEE YOU WALK iN THRU THE DOOR OF GUiLLEN ALL i SAW WAS A SMiLE  FROM EAR TO EAR .. EVERY-1 SO EXCiTED TO SEE iVAN .. iT WAS LiKE A MODEL/SUPER STAR HAD WALKED THRU THE DOOR. YOU BROUGHT EVERY-1 TO THE SHOWROOM EVEN iF iT WAS JUST TO TAKE A LOOK THRU THE DOOR. iT WAS NiCE. i HAVE THE PLEASURE OF WORKiNG WiTH YOUR BROTHER & SEEiNG HiM iS LiKE SEEiNG YOU. _ FOREVER iN OUR HEARTS <33 

My brother was one of a kind but I'm sure everyone knows that by now.  My brother, just to see you happy would give you the world.  He had a very good heart.  His heart was, "Bigger than his brain."  One thing that I feel is very sad inside because I should of spent more time with him.  He would always visit me at my job Guillens.  I would be very happy to introduce my brother  to everyone.  I would feel safe, loved.  I know he would feel the same.  Every time I would go to his house he felt very happy and always wanted to show me everything that he got new.  He wouldn't even know where to put me.  He always knew that I loved to play video games when we were kids.  When we were younger I would always follow him around.  People would ask, "Why is your brother following you around?"  He always told me to say, "Oh I'm watching his back!"  Well the hairstyle I have is because of him.  I always wanted to be like him.  I love you my brother.  I'm going to miss you every much!!!  I hate not having you around. Parties are not going to be the same without you.  Give a kiss to dad and grandfather! 

Love your little brother Jasmany !!! 

Wow its already been a year that you've been gone...I think about you everyday.... I miss you like crazy!!!  Especially ur lil funny ass comments that will come out of nowhere...lol...I know ur in a better place than all of us right now and I know ur looking down on all of us...Ur probably just sitting back laughing at the stupid things that we do...I know one day we will see each other again...I love u forever and ever...U will always have a special place in my heart....

Ivan we miss you so much!!!  I wish you were here so you could see my little girl and Jonathan.  They would of loved you soooo much, you and your big heart!!!  I love you and miss you!!!

Ivan, I loved you so much!   You were my future and the reason why I did everything.  We shared so many special memories and we wanted to share more.  When you left, I felt like I lost apart of myself.  I still ask myself why you had to go so soon, but I know God only takes the best.  I thank God He let me meet you.  We took a chance with each other and found the greatest gift of all, love.  Your love meant so much to me.  It's difficult not being able to hear your jokes or your laughter.  The only thing that makes me happy is that you will not suffer anymore.  Now, you are at home with your father and your grandfather.  I know that you will find the rest and the peace that you deserve.  You gave joy to so many people but now your adventurous spirit is finally free.  Memories can never be erased.  You will always be in my heart and on my mind.  I remember when you used to say that everyday you were with me, the more in love with me you were.  We could never be apart but now we are forced for a little while.  Someday, our love will help us find each other again.  I can't wait to see your smiling face waiting to take my hand in Heaven.    

Hugs & Kisses, The Lil' Pie